I have learnt that there is nothing much u can do when a person dun help himself.
You can never know if you are cured till you test the cure.
You can never score a goal when you never take a shot.
We become what we think, as its the direction in our mind that we move overselves to.
"Be thankful "--> "Be Fearful"= (2 reactions over that same subject that that can easily happen in the perception world)
-----------What can be very similar in meaning can mean a world of difference to others, such is the power of perception in everyone.
Truth isnt what is spoken,it is what we think it is in our heads.
Its alrite to be different because we live for different meanings.
Life is a game isnt it.
Labels: Change energises.
what is the price of happiness?
想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪
xiang xiao lai wei zhuang diao xia de yan lei
Want to laugh to disguise the tears that’s flowing
点点头承认自己会怕黑
dian dian tou cheng ren zi ji hui pa hei
Nod my head to admit that I’m afraid of the dark
我只求 能借一点的时间来陪
wo zhi qiu neng jie yi dian de shi jian lai pei
I only wish that you can spare some time for me
你却连同情都不给
ni que lian tong qing dou bu gei
But you don’t even give me the slightest sympathy
想哭 来试探自己麻痹了没 是
xiang ku lai shi tan zi ji ma bi le mei
Want to cry to see if I’m dead with out emotion yet
全世界 好象只有我疲惫
quan shi jie hao xiang zhi you wo pi bei
It’s like in the whole world I’m the only one who’s exhausted
无所无所谓 反正难过就敷衍走一回
wu suo wei fan zheng nan guo jiu fu yan zou yi hui
Doesn’t matter, because even if I’m down I can ignore my senses and just get it over and done with
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
dan yuan jue wang he wu nai yuan zou gao fei
Just wish that desperation will go away
Chorus
天灰灰 会不会
tian hui hui hui bu hui
The sky is gray
让我忘了你是谁
rang wo wang le ni shi shui
Will it make me forget who you are?
夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, hard to remember and ponder about them
我的世界 将被摧毁 也许事与愿违 (也许事与愿违)
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui ye xu shi yu yuan wei (repeat line)
My world is just about to be destroyed, maybe fate is against will
累不累 睡不睡 单影无人相依偎
lei bu lei shui bu shui dan ying wu ren xiang yi wei
Tired or not, want to sleep? Alone and nobody to pair up and snuggle with
夜越黑 梦违背 有谁肯安慰
ye yue hei meng wei bei you shui ken an wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, who is there to comfort me?
我的世界将被摧毁
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui
My world is about to be destroyed
也许颓废也是...
ye xu tui fei ye shi…
Maybe being blue is…
Verse 2
想哭 来试探自己麻痹了没
xiang ku lai shi tan zi ji ma bi le mei
Want to cry to see if I’m dead with out emotion yet
全世界 好象只有我疲惫
quan shi jie hao xiang zhi you wo pi bei
It’s like in the whole world I’m the only one who’s exhausted
无所无所谓 反正难过就敷衍走一回
wu suo wu suo wei fan zheng nan guo jiu fu yan zou yi hui
Doesn’t matter, because even if I’m down I can ignore my senses and just get it over and done with
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
dan yuan jue wang he wu nai yuan zou gao fei
Just wish that desperation will go away
Chorus
天灰灰 会不会
tian hui hui hui bu hui
The sky is gray
让我忘了你是谁
rang wo wang le ni shi shui
Will it make me forget who you are?
夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, hard to remember and ponder about them
我的世界将被摧毁 也许事与愿违
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui ye xu shi yu yuan wei
My world is just about to be destroyed, maybe fate is against will
累不累 睡不睡 单影无人相依偎
lei bu lei shui bu shui dan ying wu reng xiang yi wei
Tired or not, want to sleep? Alone and nobody to pair up and snuggle with
夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, who is there to comfort me?
我的世界将被摧毁
wo de shi jie jiang be cui hui
My world is about to be destroyed
也许颓废也是 ~ 另一种美
ye xu tui fei ye shi ~ ling yi zhong mei
Maybe being blue is ~ another sort of beauty
hmm always have this thing for sad songs.. it does affect ur mood sometimes but it dosent mean im a sad person =]
Anyway food for thought again.
When u are in the process of thinking into something negative it will manifest into something big and literally snowball and become unstoppable
however the same thing applies when u think of something postive.
when it snowballs,you become unstoppable(confidence in that sense)=p
im improving everyday but reminding myself of my vision is key
i am cured again.
Things to remind myself
-No one is perfect. If you only look at the bad of people,you will definitely find it.
-Remember you are there to make her happy. your happiness is only secondary compared to hers
-Leave the picture if u find yourself making her unhappy
-Remind yourself that you are a friend, a special friend at most. If you let ur thoughts screw up,you will be left with nothing.
-It is a test to myself to what i can actually give,and also a test if i will learn how to cherish her and not screw up.
-Do not go into negative process thinking that cause you to become sad and screw up your thinking (run away and avoid)
-What you are doing is unconditional.
Reaching My dream.self-actualization
Read more self-help books to direct my thinking in an area of interest and upgrade myself
Enrol for a Psychology Degree
Practise psychology at a place where i can start to help people directly
eg help with kids at school via creative learning
Solve the problems of people i cherish and love in my life
Be an idealist and make the world a better place inspiring people to where i land on.
here the lyrics for the song for anyone who found it nice.. a song with feeling i say
Saiai-KOH+
You're someone who looks like a dream
so you disappear like dreams do
I knew we were fated to that
It's just another page of a season that came and went
Just like powder snow
falling and melting
my feelings won't stop
It's ok if you don't love me
Just watch over me from far away
I'm pretending to be strong
But I just want to be connected to you
Because I still love you
I wish I could have cried more
I wish I could have smiled more
Go on and say I'm stupid
Go on and say I shouldn't care
But I just want to meet you
It was the first time I thought
that my life so far wasn't wrong
Your smile is like a sunny place
shining light over the road of my life
You were the only one
who gave me an umbrella
to shelter myself from the rain in my heart
It's ok if you can't love me
I'll watch over you from here
I'm pretending to be strong
But I just want to be connected to you
Because I still love you
Under the same moon
we shed the same tears
"This is wrong"
"I don't want to leave you"
I just couldn't say these words
And even when the travel of my ife
comes to an end
I'll surely be praying
that you are the person you wanted to be
that you are smiling
that you are happy
It's ok if you don't love me
Just watch over me from far away
I'm pretending to be strong
But I just want to be connected to you
Because I still love you
I wish I could have cried more
Maybe I should have smiled more
Go on and say I'm stupid
Go on and say I shouldn't care
But I just want to meet you
I just want to meet you