The hideOUT

2009-05-22T23:30:00.004+08:00

I have learnt that there is nothing much u can do when a person dun help himself.

You can never know if you are cured till you test the cure.

You can never score a goal when you never take a shot.

We become what we think, as its the direction in our mind that we move overselves to.

"Be thankful "--> "Be Fearful"= (2 reactions over that same subject that that can easily happen in the perception world)

-----------What can be very similar in meaning can mean a world of difference to others, such is the power of perception in everyone.

Truth isnt what is spoken,it is what we think it is in our heads.

Its alrite to be different because we live for different meanings.

Life is a game isnt it.

2009-05-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

what is the price of happiness?

2009-04-21T16:26:00.002+08:00

想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪
xiang xiao lai wei zhuang diao xia de yan lei
Want to laugh to disguise the tears that’s flowing

点点头承认自己会怕黑
dian dian tou cheng ren zi ji hui pa hei
Nod my head to admit that I’m afraid of the dark

我只求能借一点的时间来陪
wo zhi qiu neng jie yi dian de shi jian lai pei
I only wish that you can spare some time for me

你却连同情都不给
ni que lian tong qing dou bu gei
But you don’t even give me the slightest sympathy

想哭来试探自己麻痹了没是
xiang ku lai shi tan zi ji ma bi le mei
Want to cry to see if I’m dead with out emotion yet

全世界好象只有我疲惫
quan shi jie hao xiang zhi you wo pi bei
It’s like in the whole world I’m the only one who’s exhausted

无所无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
wu suo wei fan zheng nan guo jiu fu yan zou yi hui
Doesn’t matter, because even if I’m down I can ignore my senses and just get it over and done with

但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
dan yuan jue wang he wu nai yuan zou gao fei
Just wish that desperation will go away

Chorus

天灰灰会不会
tian hui hui hui bu hui
The sky is gray

让我忘了你是谁
rang wo wang le ni shi shui
Will it make me forget who you are?

夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, hard to remember and ponder about them

我的世界将被摧毁也许事与愿违 (也许事与愿违)
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui ye xu shi yu yuan wei (repeat line)
My world is just about to be destroyed, maybe fate is against will

累不累睡不睡单影无人相依偎
lei bu lei shui bu shui dan ying wu ren xiang yi wei
Tired or not, want to sleep? Alone and nobody to pair up and snuggle with

夜越黑梦违背有谁肯安慰
ye yue hei meng wei bei you shui ken an wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, who is there to comfort me?

我的世界将被摧毁
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui
My world is about to be destroyed

也许颓废也是...
ye xu tui fei ye shi…
Maybe being blue is…

Verse 2

想哭来试探自己麻痹了没
xiang ku lai shi tan zi ji ma bi le mei
Want to cry to see if I’m dead with out emotion yet

全世界好象只有我疲惫
quan shi jie hao xiang zhi you wo pi bei
It’s like in the whole world I’m the only one who’s exhausted

无所无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
wu suo wu suo wei fan zheng nan guo jiu fu yan zou yi hui
Doesn’t matter, because even if I’m down I can ignore my senses and just get it over and done with

但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
dan yuan jue wang he wu nai yuan zou gao fei
Just wish that desperation will go away

Chorus

天灰灰会不会
tian hui hui hui bu hui
The sky is gray

让我忘了你是谁
rang wo wang le ni shi shui
Will it make me forget who you are?

夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, hard to remember and ponder about them

我的世界将被摧毁也许事与愿违
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui ye xu shi yu yuan wei
My world is just about to be destroyed, maybe fate is against will

累不累睡不睡单影无人相依偎
lei bu lei shui bu shui dan ying wu reng xiang yi wei
Tired or not, want to sleep? Alone and nobody to pair up and snuggle with

夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, who is there to comfort me?

我的世界将被摧毁
wo de shi jie jiang be cui hui
My world is about to be destroyed

也许颓废也是 ~ 另一种美
ye xu tui fei ye shi ~ ling yi zhong mei

Maybe being blue is ~ another sort of beauty

hmm always have this thing for sad songs.. it does affect ur mood sometimes but it dosent mean im a sad person =]

Anyway food for thought again.

When u are in the process of thinking into something negative it will manifest into something big and literally snowball and become unstoppable

however the same thing applies when u think of something postive.

when it snowballs,you become unstoppable(confidence in that sense)=p

im improving everyday but reminding myself of my vision is key

2009-04-14T03:07:00.001+08:00

i am cured again.

2009-04-14T02:58:00.002+08:00

Things to remind myself

-No one is perfect. If you only look at the bad of people,you will definitely find it.

-Remember you are there to make her happy. your happiness is only secondary compared to hers

-Leave the picture if u find yourself making her unhappy

-Remind yourself that you are a friend, a special friend at most. If you let ur thoughts screw up,you will be left with nothing.

-It is a test to myself to what i can actually give,and also a test if i will learn how to cherish her and not screw up.

-Do not go into negative process thinking that cause you to become sad and screw up your thinking (run away and avoid)

-What you are doing is unconditional.

2009-04-14T02:50:00.002+08:00

Reaching My dream.self-actualization

Read more self-help books to direct my thinking in an area of interest and upgrade myself

Enrol for a Psychology Degree

Practise psychology at a place where i can start to help people directly

eg help with kids at school via creative learning

Solve the problems of people i cherish and love in my life

Be an idealist and make the world a better place inspiring people to where i land on.

2009-04-14T02:48:00.002+08:00

here the lyrics for the song for anyone who found it nice.. a song with feeling i say

Saiai-KOH+

You're someone who looks like a dream
so you disappear like dreams do
I knew we were fated to that
It's just another page of a season that came and went

Just like powder snow
falling and melting
my feelings won't stop

It's ok if you don't love me
Just watch over me from far away
I'm pretending to be strong
But I just want to be connected to you
Because I still love you

I wish I could have cried more
I wish I could have smiled more
Go on and say I'm stupid
Go on and say I shouldn't care
But I just want to meet you

It was the first time I thought
that my life so far wasn't wrong
Your smile is like a sunny place
shining light over the road of my life

You were the only one
who gave me an umbrella
to shelter myself from the rain in my heart

It's ok if you can't love me
I'll watch over you from here
I'm pretending to be strong
But I just want to be connected to you
Because I still love you

Under the same moon
we shed the same tears
"This is wrong"
"I don't want to leave you"
I just couldn't say these words

And even when the travel of my ife
comes to an end
I'll surely be praying
that you are the person you wanted to be
that you are smiling
that you are happy

It's ok if you don't love me
Just watch over me from far away
I'm pretending to be strong
But I just want to be connected to you
Because I still love you

I wish I could have cried more
Maybe I should have smiled more
Go on and say I'm stupid
Go on and say I shouldn't care
But I just want to meet you

I just want to meet you

2009-04-07T13:16:00.003+08:00

thoughts thoughts thoughts they are all clouding my mind and helping me err in my judgement which isnt good at all..

What is this feeling that im feeling? i want to be right to point it out but i cant..

mix of emotions that im feeling more nowadays

come on, cant u remember that your aim is to make her happy its ur role man

i want to handle it well.

2008-10-30T14:26:00.010+08:00

beachtime at Sentosa

finally managed to wake up on time after missing the other 2-3 sessions in the past as i couldnt wake up =D

had a pretty hot time there,not thanks to the girls but to sun whom was shimmering in full force that day..

guess i'll jus let the pics do the talking

(candid eh?)

the oldest of the 5 but you would be hard pressed to guess it correctly [if you discount looks*(our mr lame)]

our photographer again （⌒▽⌒）

he kept his shirt on even though it was burning..hopefully he will be confident to let his hair down more during the next adventure

my pics are a lit glorified .. erm for now (*^▽^*)

kacheek~! go~go! action

ended it off with steamboat at.. (er...forgot the place)

nevertheless food was pretty good so was the price although my stomach went close to rojak when i got home

had a good chat too..

2008-10-29T15:55:00.006+08:00

after the cake making session the other night(which failed terribly)

which supported the notion that guys better stick to choosing presents -->(it applies esp to me)

went over to "butter factory" as the pre-celebration for yc's birthday

fun as usual being around with my good friends haha..and also got to know a couple of interesting friends

pretty decent place but pricewise was a little steep..which was made even worse since we missed the timing by 3 minutes and had to pay ++$10 per person

--part 1 of a busy week with the guys

"The Butter Factory"

(gene+yc)

that couple look pretty sweet together right?

2008-10-28T10:25:00.005+08:00

decided on this new blog track not because im emo but because this song really draws me to "eat" ? guess it will decorate my blog for a lil while =]

anyway i like the tracks more than the previous album ..tried learning my blog track but seems too challenging..

.. and i think that you have so salute Jay in using his talent with his music with many different elements of change in each of his album and sings some tracks which no one would dare to try(all the time)

maybe one of the reason is because he is something like an enigma in person and the entertainment scene with his ways.. any people likes to associate themselves to an enigma RIGHT?

( of course he must prove his worth but i assume people also adopt a higher patience level because of that)

i remembered seeing review of his 1st album sometime back in "Teenage" and it only got half a star or one for his album but look where is he now?

so in a way we actually thank him for adding more spice and flavours to the music world as he actually really stands out

a friend of mine who worships jay any tiny winy little resemblance?

2008-10-26T14:09:00.006+08:00

anyway, been quite a hectic weekend for me haha like clearing job assignments,drinking and exploring stuffs with friends etc..

i saw this movie called "Tropic Thunder" this week with bl(driver again) the queue was longe, tks to "High School Musical:Graduation"? (fyi i always thought it was a kiddy show but guessed not since i know of guys who wants to watch it..)

back to stuffs
this movie stars comedians Jack Black and Ben Stiller so you are sure to get a good laugh out of it,, although i couldn't understand 30% of the movie since they spoke too fast and used a lot of the "ya la hor eh la oi" abbreviation terms in their country my english got "taught" a lesson by the movie.. (ーー;)
(this movie got nice reviews btw think its 4.5/5 and 4/5 by ST n TNP)

anyway to my readers(if they are still any left) i know i have a blog =x will share more haha just waiting for the 'feel' in experiences ,,

sound familer?
（・∀・）haveee youuu heeard dem```?

well,this is very good movie(jap version)

really ranks up as one of the top horror movie i watched.. i caught it at 5am which means my brain was only 30% functioning but this movie effortlessly managed to increase it to overload towards the end

this "SoB" movie really manage to penetrate the psychological shield of people.. and i say this even thought i am still puzzled at some parts of the plots since i was "dreaming" at the start when the story was taking its shape..

you can try increasing your "guard" at other horror movies and look like the screen like a man.. but its a challenge for this like when you think the scary scene is coming by but it doesnts..
(like actually saying EH rey get prepared ,scary scene ai lai liao" *bites teeth)

likewise when you thought it couldn't get any scarier and the result is you get punk'd by the movie.. ( ＿|￣|○)

actually, out of the many horror movies i watched this was the only movie that i shouted,(actually i literally screamed) which was so really seriously+totally unexpected.. and unlike many other horror movies this movie actually actually managed to keep you on your guard even the ending tries to scare you..

to conclude:watch it.

P/S yes i am writing this in the afternoon

2008-10-23T03:30:00.006+08:00

just felt like writing something ..taking things simple this week again..
I'm a student again =] although its only happens 3 times a week..
its pretty much about customer services,entrepreneurship

been following the australian style of life =D need to adjust back to school life though. should i make a push for marks?

pretty short post this time..

2008-10-14T00:50:00.003+08:00

hello.. hmm been enjoying my life the past week i guess
haha met with friends,went for a 30sec interview and stuffs
(maybe shopping for this week?)

1wk more and school will be reopening and a part of me is eagerly waiting for that day to come ..

my holidays has been enough of cos(ard 6mths) which i went through various stuffs/phases in life so not really wasted it although it could have been good to learn smth like maybe rock climbing? or even dancing haha nevertheless im satisfied with what i got =]

body has been producing a lot of oils and i think im having some hormone imbalance or what from sleeping too late =X

i used to think that having 8hrs of sleep at anytime of the day was enough though

my resolution for the week is to change it back ~~again~~ haha

some final touches to my fyp design and im set

2008-10-08T01:26:00.002+08:00

saw this sometime back and got inspired again when i saw it
enough said.

2008-10-07T00:01:00.002+08:00

caught this movie starring Anna Faris the other day with the gang, and i must say im quite happy with it haha after watching 2 flops i finally caught a movie which brings about a laugh(actually lots of them haha)

This comedy is about a cast-away house bunny who got to learn how to live life again and btw part of the film was filmed in the infamous playboy mansion woohoo? =D

hmm forget about the plot(who cares it a comedy!), let me just concentrate about Anna Faris acting ,she acted so convincingly that i did a search online if she was really a house bunny wow.. her theatrics are really LOL+lol the whole theatre was literally shaking from all those laughter

lol again and there,for your convenience

2008-10-06T18:21:00.008+08:00

yoohoo,back for my post again its becoming more of like a weekly affair =X been living my life easily.

soccer addict,psp,friends (yes im not working) has been my theme for the week ..

speaking about which,alex finally got his long awaited paycheck so it means somewhere out =D

met with the gang (long who was overseas though) ,to chill at fish and co before catching a movie which im going to talk about later =]

we went to the main outlet at park mall (recommended by marcus =d) which supposedly serve the best food although the price was slightly higher and yeah theres a live band performing too..

buz** buz** shh..Look at what im focused on ...

we participated in this game called Buzz Quiz whereby its a passing around system where friends can interact together to play a quiz.. and it actually an understatement haha you have to try it to actually know.

hope psp can have more stuffs like this and next time and friend without psp can have as much fun as us

and ya.. winner was that dai looking boy*(who proved that its just an act) =]

2008-09-29T13:28:00.002+08:00

hihi back for a short post =] good ending to my week had a fantastic sunday night with all the "WOW!" soccer action last night..

it was a week when i got sick again though =\

talking about this, i realised i find myself sick quite often (if i fall sick more, maybe i might want become a doctor myself to try save money lol (>_<)> )

was food poisoning this time, and guys.. if u have smth like that dun try to hold ur vomit as you may feel comfortable for a while but it will make u worse since u kinda keep the poison inside you

(kinda make sense right? in those kungfu shows the main character gets poisoned but once they vomit it out and they are cured =D )

i try to read on what to do now, when i get sick nowadays (scared of suffering more ='I)

so beside trying ur best to vomit, you can:

-Try drink drinks like 100 plus since they contains electrolyte which supposedly helps the stomach

-After every vomit allow ur stomach to have 15-30 minutes rest before sipping water

thats it .

watching hotshot eps 10 later *may well turn out to be the watershed moment for the series

2008-09-22T08:49:00.004+08:00

hmm been lost in random thoughts... @#%^@^

anyway spent the weekend at home watching dramas and movies with my pals

:: Battle Royale anyone?

dunno if its odd ;anyone of you guys hate to watch movies alone (be it at home or at the theatres)?

I for one hate it almost always ;haha although it does not apply to dramas..

btw i came up with some possible reasons for that

1. It end too fast so i might feel empty after that

2. I may get scared by the show if i watch alone

3. I refuse to let myself accept them since i prefer to use the 2 hours watching it with friends

hmm thats about what i can think =p

and yeah, getting my pay later once long wakes =] (getting hungry ..)

Time for hotshot eps9 now~before going out and get energized

::should i go to timbre tonight =X?

2008-09-18T07:42:00.015+08:00

hmm..the plan was meeting with the guys for some 'shopping' ,before joining liing n friends for something else

for this ,i decided to wear something simple to feel more comfortable since i can get really nervous sometimes with girls ard..

ended up feeling stupid lol(i was the only one wearing bermudas) ::but it did work out in the end.. so cheers to that i guess

met with wai ngee and jx along with liing and nana(who is quite an interesting person to 'talk' to LOL) for a quick munch followed by some deserts later on at this stall which had some tacky names for their deserts, before moving on to have a great time at this pub called ''Bardot'' ..

i must add that i really enjoyed myself since i thought the meeting was getting on-off and was starting to feel negative then bamm! everything got into place as we had a fun night lol

(so if anyone mentioned was reading the post,let meet up soon again)

on another note, i finally managed to turn my body clock back to norm dunno how long it will last though haha.. slept from 2pm to 6am the next day wahaha~ (i think any longer and my parents might actually think im actually in coma =p )

2008-09-15T02:17:00.012+08:00

i remembered looking forward to it when i was young, do you guys still celebrate them?

i manage to celebrate this year's version although it was a little patched up haha woke at 7pm today again ::(no work=turn into vampire)

then i realized that it was actually the lantern festival~! and thought why not have something ?

its was very cool seriously since all 5 of my clique were able to make themselves free =D

(imagine u woke up with no plan at all, yet 60 minutes later u managed meet all your good friends complete with food and candles at Pungool end)

pictures taken by Clarence aka photographer of the day

First time we celebrated at the beach,we were a little lame at 1st as when we planted our candles just like how we planted at the park,which could never be lighted together tks to the sea breeze =p

and yeah~ i bought matches since i thought it should be cool for something like that haha; got berated by them since its so hard to light lol (10+ sticks for one candle(ーー;) )

Our candle creations =](nice?)

mine was the one on the extreme left haha (looks like a stick man right?)

btw anyone has recommendations for part time job ?

2008-09-13T07:54:00.001+08:00

2008-09-12T00:21:00.016+08:00

just came back from another gym session with the gang ..

haha its alittle hard to get motivated as what long said, gyming is something that you want, not something that you really* need

im lazy at this things since it take time to see the difference..(pondering) ====>impatient person

anyway met with gene(he has a cool haircut btw=X) and alex yesterday(sadly the rest couldnt make it)

as i finally got a chance to watch "Murder of the Inugami Clan" on its last day of screening ..cool huh? after finally getting the chance to watch this show (which i SWEAR had many positive reviews) im quite disappointed :: which should be a huge understatment considering that the fact that at times,the cinema looked to explode with the exodus of the audiences

i was thinking of some scary moments and kindachi-like mystery but i was treated with comedic acting with cheesy set-ups

To zy and eugene, tks for wasting 136 minutes of your life with me （　ﾟ Дﾟ）

i thought it was a sure-fire hit with mega stars like Nanako Matsushima and Kyoko Fudaka(u can see a pic of her in my previous posts and i absolutely love that voice of hers )

i guess..Jap period genre movies dun suit singaporeans taste

Kyoko Fukada

(first saw her in "Yama Onna Kabe Onna" before taking an interest in her and started to watch dramas that she appeared in)

after 2 hours of searching that was the best that i could find in youtube =\

hmm one of her more recent CMs

(her voice in this cm)

on a lighter note, my viewty finally arrived this beauty endured a trying birth before finally popping out.. ::relieved

im glad to say it came out alive and well as i have been fiddling with it haha( quite happy with it)

oh yeah!.. the phone almost died on its D.O.B...（￣ー￣）

i got excited and tried installing some hacks inside the phone for themes n stuffs and it became the yellow screen of death! i was imagining that it could well be "Bricked" v2.0(after i bricked my psp) and grew really nervous luckily it went well and i managed to save it =*) ..

viewty advert (kim tae hee )

2008-09-11T03:31:00.006+08:00

whats up with the hair?...

many people spend yrs following the fashion adjusting their wardrobe, but imo the hair is the ultimate crowning glory that finishes off your style ...

make-up to a girl is like what hairstyle to the guy-=- you can choose not to do it but if u do it well you could really shine .

for me since i am lucky to have good hair , i started paying a lot of attention to my hair after i left school, looking for the best hairdo to suit me and let my hair fulfill its hmm potential? lol

decided to try Far East plaza this time, to search for that ultimate pair of scissors that my hair has been craving for, and i feel that i might finally have found the one ..

After walking through the whole level 4 and lv 5 of FarE (a LOT of hair salons btw) i decided to stack my hopes on "Francis & Jean Hairstyling Team" which was one of the names that i read online..too

Service was good (my friend who wasnt cutting got a cup of tea btw)

after a short wait, i managed to get my haircut from this guy called Thomas, and his attitude and frankness really blew me away lol.. he saw through my hair as i told him what i had in mind and he give me some really honest opinions which i appreciated as i asked for input.

eg. he told me that he wouldnt recommend me the style which i had in mind as my ear wouldnt suit it etc and gave me some example bla bla before proceeding to trim my hair and informing me about whats hes going to do, while giving me some tips. (he even told me things like if you cut at other places next time remember to tell them not to trim your bangs)

i never met a hairdresser like that who was that frank when i asked for advices haha and also,he wasnt pushy in trying to sell me his hair products, unlike what you find in many hair salons

haha may it be Jeffery,Monsoon,Vamp,Supercuts who always reply with a smile ,"CAN CAN" when i ask for a hairstyle but the end product usually wasnt what i wanted. so i really appreciate what he said haha as he jus roughly trimmed to add more volume to my hair to prepare for my next hairstyle as my hair is still not long enough.

P/S my hair is too dry now from too much bleach =\

so guys just some info before i end my post

Francis & Jean

FarEast Plaza

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its ONLY $15 for a haircut for students

(service and satisfaction was more than what i got from those $30 hair cuts)

Hope this post helps to revive your hair =P

2008-09-07T00:51:00.007+08:00

hi folks （　ﾟ Дﾟ） didnt find things interesting enough to blog it into my memories haha.. but guess i better pop in here to type a quick post before i forget the feel of blogging ^-^

sorry seems to be the hardest word dont you guys think? In the corporate world,corporations shun the use of this word even if they are sorry as it actually just means "yea pls throw all the fault to me" as they close the door on their own argument

which is why we have cases of public figures whom jus refuses to speak sorry,as it is thought to be negative since they accept accountability and lose it's right to argue IMO

for some, maybe they want to portray themselves as someone fighting for their cause as giving an apology gives an impression that u had actually lost it, and pass the 'baton' to the guy on the other end.

anyway back to topic actually in everyday life, "Sorry" too is kinda like an enigma (ToT)

as a word it seems so easy to come out from others/you . For many though, face to face to the situation , it does feel certainly like the last word that you will say even if its a life-saver .

Some may also think that sorry is not important, since they try to do their best to salvage the situation when they are sorry so, there's isnt a need for this word.

Maybe its the ego/pride which moves its ways in us unconsciously? Maybe 'sorry' give you an impression that you are actually bowing to him(which u cant do since you dun agree with it?)

For me.. hmm i give you an example of how stubborn i was i once believed that even when i die i wouldnt say the word sorry ..since it used to be really really hard to say and the difficulty increased as i thought more and more on whether to use the word =\

i still remember when i was maybe 8/9 yrs old i got into trouble with the Principal and went into her office..

i knew i was wrong, but i just 'didnt want' to say sorry to her .. maybe i was too proud or maybe i jus didnt want to say the word and it got worse and worse ..

the principal called my home HERSELF in the end and i threw her phone/fax machine on the floor to prevent it from happening haha (i said i wanted to quit her school =X) anyway, in the end she managed to force a sorry from me which i remember i wrote on a paper it was smth like "Sorry miss chan i will not go to the eco-garden again" with my tears wetting the paper haha and it really wasnt worth it in hindsight..

just an example of how mightly hard it is to extract a sorry from me then(there are still a lot more example)..

all in all, i felt its power when i finally managed to forget my pride and get this word out of my throat haha

just like how a bright smile is a girl best makeup , never underestimate the power of a sorry spoken from a heart..

S-O-R-R-Y this word can actually makes people feel better immediately and you too at the same time and you be actually surprised that how things become so much clearer after the word is blurted out.

for those who havent you might want to try it? it may seem really hard to get it out but seriously if u say sorry when u are REALLY sorry it REALLY helps as the person on the recieving end can feel it and change his own structure of thought when he realized that you admitted your mistake.

like a smile,there will many people actually abusing it but for a real smile or a true apology the magic will always be there..

P/S--To my readers, i appreciate different views on the subject too

(my cbox is getting really cold ;;. ＿|￣|○

drop me some views/comments/feedback? )

2008-08-30T06:10:00.004+08:00

a little test for those bored/interested

What is your personality like?

http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes1.htm

ENFP for me

"Idealist Portrait of the Champion (ENFP)

Like the other Idealists, Champions are rather rare, say two or three percent of the population, but even more than the others they consider intense emotional experiences as being vital to a full life.

Champions have a wide range and variety of emotions, and a great passion for novelty.

They see life as an exciting drama, pregnant with possibilities for both good and evil, and they want to experience all the meaningful events and fascinating people in the world.

The most outgoing of the Idealists, Champions often can't wait to tell others of their extraordinary experiences.

Champions can be tireless in talking with others, like fountains that bubble and splash, spilling over their own words to get it all out.

And usually this is not simple storytelling; Champions often speak (or write) in the hope of revealing some truth about human experience, or of motivating others with their powerful convictions.

Their strong drive to speak out on issues and events, along with their boundless enthusiasm and natural talent with language, makes them the most vivacious and inspiring of all the types.

People naturally confide in the Champion (ENFP). That’s why they make such good mediators, counselors, teachers, consultants, and reporters. Any position that outreaches to others can fit the Champion."

champions seh got they got anyhow blow trumpet a not lol

kinda true though ..darn ToT having difficulty sleeping as i try to adjust my body clock back to normal again =\

guess i'll end it off with a joke which i found to be quite interesting

What is the difference between girls aged: 8, 18, 28, 38, 48, 58, and 68?

At 8 - You take her to bed and tell her a story.

At 18 - You tell her a story and take her to bed.

At 28 - You don’t need to tell her a story to take her to bed.

At 38 - She tells you a story and takes you to bed.

At 48 - You tell her a story to avoid going to bed.

At 58 - You stay in bed to avoid her story.

At 68 - If you take her to bed, that’ll be a story!

2008-08-28T18:32:00.012+08:00

hi =].. been trying to enjoy my holidays atm , anyway i feel that its much more enjoyable when u enjoy ur holidays with a part time job to boot .. with that, u wun be complacent of having too much time to and will try to make your days off more interesting =]

haha just got my pay check few days back so im thinking what actually to get for my family (just an attempt to look good =x) since i squeeze money from them all the time =p.

G-A-L-I-L-E-O

review hot from the oven!!~

This 10 Eps drama stars Kou Shibashi and popular singer Fukuyama Masaharu with Masaharu as Galileo (which is actually a pun to the great scientist Galileo)

its a show about a rookie detective and a genius physics professor teaming up to solve ridiculously indepth mysteries yet LOGICAL and can be xplained

P/S notice i use the word ridiculously since i cant solve most of the mysteries but i get a pleasant shock at how the mysteries was deciphered by Galileo/Yukawa

sounds cheesy aye? but its definitely not

To be true its actually the more "substance" form of kindachi which explains why it was the leading 2007 drama in Japan

stars like Kyoko Fudaka,Ryoko Hirosue,Shaku Yumiko as well as SMAP Katori Shingo all manage to drop by the set haha

SMILE!~! (＾_＾）

(i heard kou shibashi film Battle Royale (made someway back) was pretty cool --> gotta watch it soon)

till then..

btw i think Japanese phones are really cute with its emotions features

its really descriptive and blows u away at times anyone know where can one ? cant remember any japanese brands in the market~ ＿|￣|○

(＾_＾） Laughing
(>_<)> Troubled
(^_^;)    Troubled
(ToT) Crying
m(_ _)m Apologising
(^^ゞ or (^^;)    Shy
（￣ー￣） Grinning
(≧∇≦)/    Joyful
（￣□￣；） Surprised
(#^.^#) Shy
（*´▽｀*）    Infatuation
(ーー;) Worried
(*^▽^*) Joyful
( ＿|￣|○) Depressed
(＾▽＾) Laughing
キタ━━━(゜∀゜)━━━!!!!!, (゜∀゜), I just don’t really know!
(´･ω･`) Snubbed
（　ﾟ Дﾟ）    Shocked
（・∀・）    Laughing
(Ｔ▽Ｔ)    Crying
(*￣m￣)    Dissatisfied
（　´∀｀）    Laughing
（⌒▽⌒）    Laughing
（＾ｖ＾） Laughing
ヽ（´ー｀） Mellow
（’-’*)    Laughing
(’A`)    Snubbed
（゜◇゜） Surprised
(*°∀°)=3 Infatuation
∩( ・ω・)∩, ( ・ω・), Joyful

cool?

2008-08-25T21:31:00.006+08:00

yawn~ what a sleeping day it is becoming for (me slept at 6am and bascially woke at 9pm)

Instead of a sunny monday it became a sleeping monday haha my monday was ruined as my fav soccer team Valencia CF lost to our eternal rivals Real Madrid 6-5 in aggregate(T_T)

not to hide anything, it did affect my sleep..looking at how we dealed well in adversity but threw it all away. in the end..

i dreamt of ever banega commanding the midfield with his laser guided passes .. we have talents in midfield but we chose to throw them away and relying on this albelda-baraja pivot which is so ..so... 5 years AGO .. cant remeber the other dreams but they had a common valencia theme to it..in truth,this could actually be the best time to lose since the season have not started and the manager can stare clearly at our defensive problems and so something to it, since the transfer market is still open. (but the defeat really hurts.)

watched hotshot 5 just now, althought it could be quite cheesy at times,the story is gathering momentuem and becoming more and more interesting.. its always the same formulae for idol dramas but they manage to work strangly.

they got me this time as i am waiting with bated breath for the next eps.

(the idol drama formulae for dummies revealed)

cool punks -->love triangle--->something bad happen-->how kind/pure the punks really are---->the final showdown

2008-08-23T23:23:00.005+08:00

a little late but here it is.. went to watch this "12 lotus" film few days back, tks to fraze recommendations, who told me that it was a very nice movie and how i should watch it .(he watched it TWICE btw)

however the movie was crap imo as i found myself almost walking out of the theatre towards the 2nd part of the show which i didnt in the end,in hope of seeing Mindee ong smiling again (which didnt happen)

.. ::eek

anyway,i felt that Mindee Ong smile really brightens up the set ,so at least i got some part of my ticket's worth thanks to her..

she still not that popular,so i think these are the best that i can find~

hmm im addicted to bright smiles haha they walk all the way to my heart lols..

the girl of my dreams need not look stunning but she MUST defo have a bright smile haha

cheers.

2008-08-20T23:44:00.006+08:00

finally,everything was done albeit with slight adjustments needed, as we fumbled our way towards the finishing line ~;.

we were expecting only a simple presentation so obviously we didnt follow the dress code..

had a shock when we saw that some people, were tucked in smart attire with powerful presentations to boot inside, while we had this "woke up" look on us with the patched up presentation that was done a few hours back .(we had a bonus -.- of 3 lecturers in the LT too)

we may have enjoyed having the most time, but we learned the least.somehow from reading some of their presentations, i felt that i actually missed a great deal as other groups recounted on what they went through, and how they contributed to the various companies,i also imagined what is it, if i were to be in their presentations =x

although i felt that my spoken english has been improving of late,i wasnt prepared for the presentation and had a nervy time out there . its kinda baffling why cant i speak to the audience well enough like what glenn did when i know i should be able to?

it wasnt the me i know. in the past,presenting on projects was just "commando" and present !

or maybe during that period in my life,i was very comfortable with my class and teachers as i always manage to capture everyone's attentions and not read it ala from the script which is what im doing now. should be able to get over it in time as i converse more in english

the 2nd holiday unofficially starts now, its gonna be parttime jobs FTW!~

(it been like centuries since i last wrote down notes in lecture and i actually do miss schooling ;p)

P/S Do you guys feel that there is more gayness in the school now?

2008-08-19T05:07:00.012+08:00

hi to blogging again lol =Pp..been still coming around regularly ,just didnt leave a post ..heres one finally!!

guys,still yet to get my new phone, so it will still kinda be full of wordy posts for now, before hopefully painting it with more pictures in the future.. so bear with me,and wish me more luck too =]..

usually people who says whom they are, usually are not..

Im quite the impulsive guy. But for my case, i am quite confident that this part of is true unless i have been a great pretender all along ..not particularly happy with this trait of mine so lets just say i have developed a love-hate relationship with it.

1 more day left to my presentation but yet still so many things yet to be done like proposal,powerpoint,log book,group report etc..

The list seems long but strangly, i dun feel at all stressed ,even at this time

(lets see if it will change in a day's time)

2008-08-14T03:23:00.003+08:00

didnt know how i manage to post such a long post lol.. just felt like typing something on the subject after i read a little on it, but couldnt stop since theres so much food for thought..

2008-08-14T00:47:00.005+08:00

Whats an optimist and whats a pessimist? to put it simply it refers the optimist to someone that will say that the glass is half full vice versa but in truth, its isnt as straightforward as that!

Optimist generally enjoy far more in life than Pessimists .. however,a better point for pessimists is that it does bring about a doze of realism to you ..

Just an simple example on something that many would have heard before..

the doctor often says "always stay positive" when one is stricken with bad health, not because he wants to console you but because it will really aid ur health and psychological well being.. Being an optimist will actually help you enjoy better health..

Optimists tend to enjoy/achieve more in life hmm ::read this analogical situation

imagine u are working in a phone company, and u are supposed to call people to coax them to sign up are product that you are recruited to "push"

after which his first 10 phone calls ended up in failure, the pessimist gave up and mop about it saying (" does the problem lies with my talking skills?..oh shit i suxs") putting all the blame on himself, and stopped trying.

However in the optimist case, being a more positive thinker, he would just brush it aside and keep calling and finally he will get his 1st deal on his maybe 22th call and become motivated .

wheras for the pessimist if he managed to get a deal on the 22th call he will ask himself why did i take till the 22th call to get my 1st deal done?

::make sense right?

To all pessimists out there,heres a catch.. like EQ ,your cognitive thinking can also be adapted and changed, to shape a better outlook on your life =D

for a start,maybe you could thinking positively to stuffs that will not cause a big effect to your life even if u are wrong, and do not make permanent assumptions to negative things (i'll explain it below)..

like eg,instead of thinking about why is my friend 30 minutes late, why the hell is he late again? does he take me as a friend ? does he take me for granted? etc and let it affect ur mood, before showing a "sour" face when u get to see him ruining the whole meeting..

why not think about maybe my friend is caught up in somethings? maybe its just that he have bad timekeeping? wouldnt it be better to do that?

if you try thinking in this way you dun actually lose much right?

Pessimist are people who give up easily as they believes that the cause of the bad events are permanent

eg. For someone fat who failed again in his second attempt at slimming might tell himself " i will always be fat so forget it and from now on i am going to start eating anything that i can get and dun care about myself"

but if u believe that effects are not permanent, u will try thinking of it like i am fat, but i really believe that i can be thin if i want . its just that i do not want to at this moment..

another example..

an optimist,instead of conceding defeat after a 10 day slimming camp when u broke the curfew and munched on food on the 8th day, you will instead think of working back harder.. whereas for the pessimist ,he will tend to just give up completely on dieting..

hopefully that this post will remind myself to stay positive, especially since i am studying business

didnt try this before but its a scientifically validated Optimism/Pessmism test .. for those whom are interested (tell me ur results =X) http://www.queendom.com/tests/access_page/index.htm?idRegTest=709

2008-08-13T03:02:00.006+08:00

Happy belated birthday to myself ~~ im officially 19 now (starting to feel a little ancient now): ).. its was on the 12aug so im born under the leo sign..

btw.. and if u didnt already know, leo is the sign of the kings so move over now the rest of the zodiac !! =D..

my life is populated with leo friends although violent n bad tempered at times they are those that are actually one the of kindest once u get to know them..the world is their stage and they see themselves as actors "dancing" on it ..

had fun too as usual for my birthday. im glad that almost everyone managed to get together and enjoy a wild night .. whats the objective of a birthday for you guys btw?

for me,what else could be better than a gathering of my close friends ,making myself happy together with them on this day..

i feel that i dun really hanker that much over presents that much anymore..although i definitely, still look forward to receiving presents from them..

Imagining/hoping at times that , theres a chance that the "givers" would be able to notice what i might lack and buy it for me to give me a surprise.. and at the same time,unconsciously dropping by to leave a special moment in my memories..however, maybe its becoming more of a secondary importance now, as i grow older.

i still remember how much i looked forward (and i meant really look forward) to my birthday every year as my parents would always grant me a wish and i mean, really fantastic wishes (at least to me).. but sadly, everyone have to grow older if you get what i mean.. so atm its more like monetary stuffs although its still good la..

anyway thinking back, although my father always asked to buy me a cake for my birthday,i always rejected him haha been like this for 3 years, as since my mum passed away i ceased to feel joy in cutting my own cake at home although i still press him for a present every year ....haha arhs those memories

anyway my own watershed moment in my attachment is coming real soon .........

2008-08-08T17:36:00.013+08:00

anyone participated in the 8m toto draw =X? urghhs,on this supposedly special 080808 i didnt enjoy a good start ..

i was lying asleep on my bed in the morning ,when my sister entered my room as i was trying to open my eyes after "walking out" from my dream.

.. in my daze, instead of staring at the wall i met her face staring at me.. causing me to scream for a good 10 seconds which explains why from now i am going to lock my door to no matter what objections that i'll meet =p ..

my granny have this "hobby" too , she w'll wake up in the middle of the night to visit the toilet after which, she would come into my room ,adjust the speed of the fan and maybe check the windows before staring intensely into my eye as she makes her way out (to check if i am really asleep was the "reason" that she gave me)

dunno if u guys experienced something similar ,but it kinda freaks me out =\

my bed is jus beside the door and i am lying with my head jus beside the door on my bed, so im actually looking at her in the "opposite" direction and when all lights are off ,and i actually happen to see her staring hard at me(5-10cm distance away)

.. go figure my reaction ./

2008-08-07T02:09:00.007+08:00

caught "mummy 3" recently, but didnt really enjoy it enough though to write a personal review ..

anyway guys if you didnt already know ,movies at Cathay are at $6 on mondays to thurdays at Cathay if you pay via nets.. not sure abt other cineplexs but tell me if u know something that i dont =p

http://www.caiweii.com/

back to stuffs. sent a truly heartfelt mail to this girl who lost her best friend(19) to a car accident really hope it helps..

accompanied my granny to TTS hospital today..

it got me worried though i didnt show it;; she was sort of "dancing" while walking and the doc we consulted recommended her to go to TTS hospital as she might be at risk of a stroke ..

luckily she is fine ..it was just something to do with her ears being "unbalanced" that resulted in her giddiness..

something more light hearted haha i actually saw the legendary 'geng' king at the navy in TTSH trying to geng another mc out !

just to add it was ard 1am and the queue became quite short at that time... i presume he must be seasoned enought to catch the cab before midnight and attack at this time LOL

According to my friend the only time that he can be seen in the navy is during weekends..

::beat that guys./

2008-08-05T01:02:00.006+08:00

hi folks again.. been too tired to squeeze some brain juice to type something interesting..

currently been rushing part time jobs..the jobs have quite a decent pay; but are B-O-R-I-N-G

im usually "majoring" as the light bulb guy or the toto guy =p;; i REALLY hate that job though..

hv been quite unlucky these few days or maybe im jus borned to be hardworking?? in a way , as whenever i try to fulfil the needs of my "zodiac" im always caught =( fortunately its compensates a little since the staffs there are all real nice to me;but hopefully their supply dun end soon; since im always changing locations =P ...

its finally august now.. which for many years counting have unwavering held the happiest days of my life in the 31 days that the month holds i guess.. wonder how are my mates holding out regarding project stuffs and stuffs as this month could be the watershed moment for them..

hold up guys; its all thanks to the darkness that we know that there is always the dawn lurking around ;)

2008-08-01T00:11:00.002+08:00

and yea hmm its gonna be the "month of the ghost" in 30 minutes...

which will be best time to collect ghost stories from different people dont you agree? and yea not to forget the "getais" which are a part of Singapore rich culture..however, they are strictly only for those who can understand hokkien =X

btw i think that the hokkien language survive in Singapore mainly because of its "powerful" vulgar language its the official BIBLE of vulgarites in Singapore LOL

even "westernised" Singaporeans/foreigners know about them =D im an advocator of the language though im not particularly fluent at that except the vulgarites hohoho..

my mum used to say "eh my dear boy dont go home too late ok or smth like that" during the month .. then i rmbed how i tried to scare people and put up a brave front, when actually deep down i actually scared myself and became scared to sleep alone haha then sometimes when i walk home alone dead in the night i'll start imagining what if theres a ghost beside me then my brain will start to flash a mini "movie" of all the clips of ghost movies that i watched in the past before i make a dash for home... =XX

anyway i was born during the "hungry ghost" month but luckily/unfortunally for me i do not have a 3rd eye

this reminds me of one incident when my grandfather passed away,my mum and granny told me this when i was older that, during that period, i actually kept crying every night and seemed to be staring at one spot intensly and gesturing but when they checked, there were actually no one ...

i know it dosent sound errie but it might just be my nearest encounter to a ghost so far although im hoping that i have a chance to meet one this month =]

2008-07-31T22:28:00.004+08:00

caught this movie today with fraze and his pal brandon with fraze doing the driving(again) at Cathay in Downtown East.. happy not bl?

yea i know this review is half a month late but personally i enjoyed the movie even though there were a distinct lack of eye-candy, but the actions scene more than made up for it btw my fav superhero from childhood times is not Batman, but his sidekick Robin =)) and yeah i hate Superman

ok back to topic,, Heath Leager did a good job portraying the "Joker" as a sicko which will probably make him more famous that he ever was .. i was impressed by his acting and his brains and yeah he managed to make some kids scream inside the theatre in the middle of the show with his theatrics and all those war paints splattered on his face

now to the technical stuffs.. its a 140 minutes film littered with action sequences and btw this film broke all time US box office opening record winning even Spiderman 3 with the delicious looking Kirsten Dunst in it

btw does anyone feels like Maggie Gyllenhaal shares some resemblence to Dunst or is it just me?

btw folks i just made my cbox up and running on the right---->>>

.. so if u guys wanna write me something just drop a comment over there tks =))

2008-07-30T01:12:00.000+08:00

just returned from gyming with the gang..

hmm kinda feel strange or even embarassed when i try to type "gym" out, since its usually associated with fitty people with im not atm

just like what glenn said earlier pull ups is our nemesis which i relate strongly to it since we are tall and lean and our biceps just dun have enought power to pull us up..so to put it in layman terms we are sadly running out of time =(

my friend who was born on july26 1989( hes that birthday boy:) ) just got his ipt test email last week and its gonna be on september for him ..and for those who didnt know,i was born on aug12 1989 so we can feel the urgency now

since im talking abt gyming.. i thought up with this thought sometime back about why so many gays are fit ..so if you haven heard it before from me heres it again =]

hmm IMO.. gays are fit because being gays,they like to ogle at guys and whats the best time to look at them?? its at the gym where the strong guy image of normal guys get brutally torn apart LOL

Over there you can see 101 facial expressions from them and also muscles and sweat which make those gays go 'gaga' i guess.. and in order to make themselves look less suspicious, they start doing some training of their own themselves while scanning for people to help them =]

after i thought of that i found myself unconsciously scanning for faggots today haha

2008-07-28T10:05:00.000+08:00

adding pictures is such a chore T_T..

anyways guys ..some pictures from Clarence's Birthday Bash at Gene's place over the weekend enjoy =)

an absolutely crazy yet thoroughly joyful experience for me and many of the people over there too .

Finally everyone managed to find time and throw away all those projects stress to the back of our heads and let our hair down, as we partied the way from friday night to saturday night ~~

Sitback and enjoy the pictures =)

Note:: Look at Clarence's theatrics =X (he was totally wasted)

best friends =)

He had to guess who actually hit him =XX

;,losing control

an example of the countless times that his head hit the pillarhe finally fainted after all that....

the long time needed for picture loading really took away a lot of my enthusiasm =\

just found this site called slide.com will be trying it next time to see if it helps to improve the speed

all of us were basically half dead by sat night =]

2008-07-25T05:18:00.000+08:00

did very very indept astrology test today its was saying that i will have a bad love life duh,,

aniway this is little analysis of me in my thoughts and as a friend

There is a conflict here between the head and the heart. Your emotions tell you one thing and your mind tells you something else.

The result is a see-saw effect: you can be emotional to the point of irrationality at one moment, and logical the next.

How to blend the head and the heart is a constant struggle for you, usually because you have a tendency to resist blending them!

You love to chat, enjoy story-telling and writing/poetry, sometimes enjoy bending the truth, and you possess a sparkling wit!

You are animated when you speak, and have a sense of humor that others appreciate simply because it's very imaginative.

You may be especially adept at satire. People can usually read your mood by how much you're talking. When nervous or excitable, you talk up a storm. Moodiness is a characteristic, definitely, and an especially subjective nature makes you prone to hypersensitivity. It usually has to do with the fact that you take in so very much from your environment.

This is also one of the reasons why you tend to be indecisive. You may swing between irrational and rational thoughts and feelings. It's pretty much something that takes place "upstairs" in the mind, although others are sure to see the struggle from time to time. You are always interesting, and usually funny.

You have a tendency to misrepresent yourself with what you say from time to time, but you're a charming, if a little kooky, friend.

P/S kooky means strange or crazy.

2008-07-24T00:04:00.000+08:00

its interesting and true i'll say ..

LOL enjoy

P/S for those who cant see the picture clearly jus right click with your mouse n select open

2008-07-22T09:58:00.000+08:00

huhuhu, im half dead =\ just came back from a morning run at the Pungool Park so i'm now all sweating and exhausted now

they say its always always hard to get started to write the 1st sentence in a letter and this analogy totally fits what i am feeling now

haven been exercising for quite some time and i realise that i am quite seriously unfit compared to before lol i struggled to complete an easy run. The feeling was reminiscence to the time when i and my buddies ran from Kovan Superbowl back to Pungool Park when we missed the last bus home

today's distance must have been at least half of what i ran that day but it was close to that experience,but as long as i keep doing what i do and dont procrastinate i will improve haha

P/S: for the letter part usually when u write the 1st sentence,it generates enought inertia for you to continue your 2nd sentence with little effort so i will move on like that too =]

2008-07-21T23:51:00.000+08:00

taadaa, finally got a monitor that can change resolution it must be the fourth monitor within 4 yrs already for me =X

btw folks, if you wanna buy a used monitor "cash converters" is the best place to go. over there,they sell everything you can imagine under the sun. EVEN Louis Vuitton(i saw a pretty attractive brand new wallet in the display which is selling for 400bucks).

so far i went to the Pungool,Ang Mo Kio and finally the TPY branch which i went today with heskey before i finally saw a monitor that was to my liking.

can u imagine? 3 stores i went and 2 stores that i visited were out of stock of crt monitors anyway, over there for crt monitors,the price is a sucker its 15bucks compared to 50bucks that i got for the spoiled viewsonic 2nd hand monitor that i went to buy with my dad moreover,it comes with 1 month warranty too

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2008-07-21T00:49:00.000+08:00

hmm its the boring my "1st ever blogpost time"

(thanks to glenn and duckgirl though for making this happen)

Hope it isnt too late to start writing since im already19 years behind

so guess i'will just have to post more to make up for it aye?

currently as i am struggling to think of how should i write this post which i have no idea att, my hse kitten is jumping his arse up the keyboard trying to help me seems that b is his favourite key -.-

well, a friend of mine will be celebrating his birthday in a few days and i just got a present for him today.

hes someone to say the least as being really forgetful so the present i prepared, will be worn around his neck so he got no excuse to lose it =)